Can’t believe I’m here again. It’s been 2 years since I dumped my thoughts through this platform.
So much has happened. I already took the boards, gained my professional license, entered medical school, and you, My sunset, You happened.
We’ve been together for more than a year and I’ve never been happy. You made me feel important and admired, but as much as I want this post to be filled with butterflies and rainbows, I guess this is me under the darkest clouds..
I just don’t have the guts to tell you but this started when you told me that you were still talking to your first ever love. I know you’re still friends and it’s cool but as much as I wanted to be okay with it, I just can’t help but feel insecure.
You told me that she shares her problems with you and you guys still like each other’s posts.. which should be just okay, right? I don’t know. I don’t want to be that toxic partner that won’t allow you or stop you to do things just because I don’t like it. It’s still your freedom. And you have every right to do whatever you want to do.
I feel like losing a game. It’s like the sun have set to the darkest of skies but no moon shows up. I’m in confusion, insecurity, disappointment.. darkness.
SELENESIA 